Everything is Okay, just have faith it's going your way.
Release the need to control and let it roll!
Are you missing the moment? Perhaps, by refusing to accept your circumstances without perception, seeking control over the mechanism of imagination hoping to manifest favorable outcomes.
The future (whether seen or heard) is an experience yet to occur. Caught within the midst of foresight, one wanders through mind in search to find what is not here and now at this time.
Are you lost in the space most believe is somewhere behind your face? Thoughts may be in the brain or somewhere else, but nothing matters more than this true moment itself.